Waking Up from a Bad Dream
I just woke up from a bad dream 4am this morning, it was a real pain that I have to go straight to the computer and tweet about it. then I decided to jog around.
Hi!, this is Pahn again, realizing that I have been wasting so much time in my life. With that dream, I have seen that I have been trying so hard in improving my life for that certain girl. And yes, she was in my dream. Let me quickly share that dream:
It was a regular day in the office few years from now. It was such a great scene at first thinking that she would be my co-worker, which I have to work with some project. I have always been wanting that to happen. So, I was about to sit with her for her presentation about a certain design. It felt the same way as we are awkward to one another… until she spill it out… **** is my boyfriend.. we had been together for 9 months now…. And I was really stunned by that scene… everything started moving slowly as she followed that line with a normal conversation.. As if she was hiding that secret from me and had the relief that she was able to say it already… and as she continues on her presentation, I may have fainted like I lost all the hopes in the world… and it followed of me waking up from the worst dream ever…
I knew that it was an impossible dream and it is not close to what is happening at the moment. But as I jog, I was thinking that what if in the future, that would happen. Success are just around the corner, and I am so close in telling her I love her. It will definitely ruin my life. And I am gonna go to my plan B (the bachelor).
Anyway, that goes as far from my love life. the reason I made this post is to remind me someday that this dream happened. And of course, one of the things that I have been wasting my life with is about not blogging. Yes, I have not been blogging for two years now. My last post was of January of 2010. I have been paying for my domains that I have not been using.
So, I just got to continue my plan of going in and start doing the things that I have to do, before everything is too late. As it goes on Blogging, Career and Love Life.
